i just finished my web page and it's only 1:47 a.m.
i just have to finish my journal, pack up, and maybe add a few more details to the page.

i meant to get up at 8 today but woke up, thought about my paper, and went back to sleep for 20 minutes. i kept doing this until it was 10 o'clock. bad idea? maybe. but my paper is finished. it is perhaps a little biased towards the bijou, but that only makes sense. i wasn't able to make appointments at neither the west boylston nor showcase (neither/nor isn't used quite often enough). when i went in i was avoided by managers at each place, and the managar at showcase gave me the phone number of a woman at corporate. at least it was an actual person. too bad she was out of the office for several days. leslie from the bijou not only exchanged several emails with me, but was happy to sit down for a half hour and talk. i feel bad i haven't been there at all this semester. i'll go in the spring, and bring you with me.

mariss and scott just came in and checked out my webpage for comm, and recent additions to my personal page (pictures from hampton - summer 2001, and pictures from vt - winter 2001). i need to get my roll of film from halloween and NYC developed.

how did it get to be 2:47?

we've had more issues lately with housing. it's so tough. some of us want different things than others, and there are just so few possibilities for us to all be together. all i really need is room for my bed, my computer, and my cds. and a living room again. and i'd really really like our own kitchen. i want to cook!

today the good byes began.
brady and aaron early on. they weren't too tough, i guess because we don't talk about anything "real" all that often, but i see 'em a lot. plus, aaron might be back tomorrow night. at doug's show it was goodbye to jamie and brendan. didn't really see tim at all, so i didn't really say bye. doug is hopefully coming over tomorrow night, or i will see him over break, or something. after, mariss and i went over to dana to say bye to brynnen and sara. again, people i'm not very close to this year. still sad.
it's just building... too many in one day would just be too rough. mariss and i cried outside after the show. i'm glad everyone's starting to accept that dayna and i are leaving, and they're finally willing to show some emotion about it. i'm slowly realizing not only how much i'm going to miss a million people, but that i'm scared shitless. it's difficult to hold all that in, especially on top of very little sleep and too much schoolwork.

tomorrow night will be rough.

i really need to pack some stuff in a bag and get some sleep.

goodnight, take care.