Andy Gandiva: hey
Andy Gandiva: .am i never giong to see you again
Andy Gandiva: you're going abroad
Andy Gandiva: and i'm graduating
Andy Gandiva: i just realized that
jen1574EC: wow
Andy Gandiva: so like
Andy Gandiva: have a good one

so that just happened.
god, i really am leaving.
i know i am, and i think of it everyday but i don't really think about it. i keep on going like everything is the same as always, but it's not. everything that's going on has this endpoint of jan. 7 2002. it's so weird. and i know that i know all of this in the back of my mind because i feel the need for everything to happen now.
sorry if i've been at all insane to you lately.
i'm happy.
but i'm scared and sad.
but i'm happy : ) heh.